I wanted to skip writing this post for next week but hellooo! Somebody call 911 because next week is my freaking birthday! Alexa, play me Birthday Song By Nviiri The StoryTeller.
It’s weird how I have anticipated for my birthday since the beginning of this year, I feel like the gap between my last birthday and this , really sucked in one way or the other. Things escalated real quick and at some point I had to pause everything for a minute.
It’s in this same year that my emotions were all over the place😂; For me to write this, really means I am okay now. Transitioning from Uni to the outside world contributed much to that because I somehow felt things should go my way. One greatest lesson for me has been allowing things to just align in a way they should and not how I want them to; more of managing expectations because life is a bitch!😈
There were months I applied for jobs like crazy, I was desperate and I felt like I needed a job immediately after school, I did not realize that it was okay not to have one immediately. Most of us have been there, you relate innit?
What I failed to realize was maybe I needed time to better myself, harness my skills in the areas of interest such that when I’m called in for a job atleast I’d be able to navigate through it. I feel as the Gen Z, we fail to realize that Rome was not built in a day.
I stopped applying for jobs, and I used that time to revamp my resume, volunteer in a couple of things that aligned with my areas of interests,educate myself more.
Basically, I did what we all fail to do in such crisis. Anyway, I’m in a better space now, in the middle of answered prayers.Mashallah.
Did I mention that I’m a whole C.E.O now😭, my baby is four months now. I’m proud of myself, the ups and downs have been worth it. When everything else fails, I have one thing to be proud of. ( Lowkey vibing to Good Days By SZA).
My blog will be turning a year old this month. Thank you all for engaging with me, I appreciate❤.
As cliche as it is, this new year is for me to inhale all the good vibes, accept that life happens and everything happens for a reason. Acceptance and awareness has been key for me. Live, love and let loose (been so hard on myself lol)
I’m praying for better days ahead, I’m aware there are more and more crappier days to come but hey? Allow me to focus on the now because that is all that matters.
I appreciate all the positive vibrations and I’m glad that God has always held me down through and through.So as I turn a year older next week, I’m allowing myself to be intentional in everything, it won’t be easy but we have to try right?
BIRTHDAY GIFTS IDEAS⬇
XOXO.
TEACH HIM INITIATIVE. 